This week is the most fuck up week.
Its been a long rusty time since i last had a long dreaded week.
Im down wit terrible moodswings,it just keeps boucing up and down.
Pms-ing approaching soon i suppose??
Darling jsut recover from flu.
He couldnt sent me to sch nor fetch me. Boss givng him problem.
So he had to be discipline for at least a month or so?
No more skipping sch.
Late coming has becum a habit.
Conduct tk payah nk crite uh .
Cldnt wake up this morn, supposingly sch strts at 8.
And so i came at 10.
Damn TANG!!,keeps giving me problem.Endlessly.
Its exam fever now.Im lost in class,tt's the most shittiest thing.
I dun even noe if i cld sit for the test. Marn.
I used to dream becoming an accoutant. Think back again this is not what i want.
I give up.
Accounts mock test tmr.The following day is the stupid common test.
Coming Mon had a bloody OA common test.
Mum finding trouble at the wrong time. Kanina bingit sak otak.
Plus i miss my darling Az like alot. Although we do meet up,but i dun seem to get enough attention and quality time together. I longed the lpak times at the auditorium while eating sundae.
Im so waiting for sun and of coz thurs after guitar session.
Sunday ..
I could have all the time wit you from morn till night.
Which of coz the next morn i had to sit for OA test.
Ite isnt a right place for me to settle down.
Im going no where now.
I just keep pushing myself to study but fcuk i cant. I dun wanna be in that course animore.
I pay for the price i bid for.
Didnt study and there i got myself a superb grade for O Level.
Stress ah.
Tunggu kluar kn motor hari-hari datang assembly. Kasi tunjuk itu muka hari hari.
This is just the begining of sch.
And i had so much trouble with my form teacher .
Im still in the process of searching my true ambition.
Now my life is like gg no where.
I dunno wad i wanna becum in the future and i dunno wad kinda jobs im interested in.
Darn.
IQE having a bbq gathering at ECP cumin June.
And so as 4B reunion.
Venue wise still the same old boring ECP.
There's so much more i wanna vent in this blog.
Fingers are drying out of words.
Darling Az i know you'll always be there for me.
Even if i cldnt be the best Girlfriend for you.
I'll try my best to be one.
Neither will i gatal with guys nor two timing you.
You're precious to me.
I love you now then and forever.
Promise.

Daa~
Muucks Muucks!!