Ive got so much things to talk about but i just dunno where to start I'll blog abt it that sum other times. Why do women have to undergo period? Is it just because women are born to take up millions pains then men.Its Depressing & Emotinally torture.Crying makes all of us feels better,so cry more.Pathetic i know,in the mist of talking i could get so worked up with small little things and start finding faultbut it will never put my heart at ease. It goes on and on.To the extend that i couldnt control my temper.Best advice is to stay away from me. Everythin seems crazy past few weeks.This week it got worst,right now im so agiatated with loads of things. Im weeping moments ago,haahs! cry baby. Wadever you call label~ers,crying makes majority feels better(research proven),so please cry more. Syg carrys a heavy weight load trying to tolerate my nonsence.Sometimes you're not making things any better,you got so worked up with me back,The next moment,we're blowing our tops.I sumhow have to praised you for your tolerance level.After feeling satisfied both of us just went silent,and silence cause my anger to arouse,There it goes alll over again.Its a neverending thing. This is sumtin out of my control,so im not the one to be blame. If you happen to born with dicks.Put urself in any women shoes,go thru period times.I wanna see how well you can cope with your emotions,cramps,backache and the loss of excessive blood. After awhile i feel guilty to syg,then when i recall back our convo i got super irritated again.Im emotionally disturbed and my mind is not fucntioning as the way its suppose to be. I try not to be so cold when i text you after cooling down fer awhile. I failed and i sound superb cold to you.I know you loved me so much,despite my cold message,You rplied calmly saying that you'll stay thru and bear with my moodswings.Next moment i cooled down within seconds. and start smiling again,heh.I think my mind is sick,the trick is you to be nice with me eventhough how hard i am to you. If you know me well you know i don't mean it. Whenever you got so worked up with me,i'll start thinking of loosing you.In the mist of argument,my ego will boost up automatically. Sometimes my action will makes you think tt i no longer need you.Im confident enough to say that ure the person i need the most.All i need right now is you to be with with me all time =(