Wednesday is the most pathetic day ..
Missed Biz Fund test & Stupid Nafa
Im stuck at home.
My hp screwed,need to be service.
Computer = Virus attack = Reboot = Lost Files!!
Im still in doubt if i could sit for sept papers,the last bit of my modules .
Hadnt been regular in school past 3 weeks .
Every night before i went to bed i does self-reflection .
I dunno what im becoming ..
Seems like im turning from bad to worst .
At least i was much better behave in sec schools .
Yet i still wanna be sucessful ( who doesnt!?)
I couldnt get my ass up in the morn .
Im tempted to shut my alarm clock which rang every 2 mins.
Im highly addcited to nicotine than before.
It could be the illegal selling of cigg running in my school every where.
And the people whom i mixed with.
Im always out to sumwhere.
Okeh la wadeva.
I had brownies again today at secret recipe,thnks syg.
He went to Bali Thai to interview just because the manager was formrly from Sakura,tt secure him a place in Bali Thai as a part-timer.
Annnd so,im starting my work next sunday.
These arent the main thing i wanna blog today.
Im am so bothered right now .
I questioned and asked around,it only put my heart at ease for a little while.
Then,i start to panic and be paranoid.
I would regret many things i did in life .
I wanna cry many times .
I feel so sorry for myself .
There's no way i could turn back time.
Face it lah .
Please bring me to the right path