BigBigSigh!
Im sorry abt it.
Prolly its easy to say sorry but im saying it not for the sake of it but i truly mean it.
I knw i shldnt have do that if i love u lots.
For goodness sake i treasure this rlthsp.
I even love u more than i love myself.
It wont be tt easy for me to ruin everything.
When you questioned me,What if this happens to you?
Im just out of words.But i know im not happy if it happens to me.
So i fucking know how you felt.
I felt worst doinng this to you after you went to bed.
I was stupid enuff not to think abt the outcomes.
I'll never betray you.FuckFuckFuck I love like fuck.
I cancelled my guitar lesson today.
Im having mood drop today.
Think cause i got nth better to do at home then sleeping.
New cupboard.Spacious&condusive tt's my room ..