♥ I wrote this love ♥
12:51 AM
I've stopped blogging regularly 3 years back. It leaves back whole lot of memory back then.
It seems like i'll be back with my daily blogging routine .
Just because i have nothing better to do in the office. Boring or whhattt.
I shall just put it this way. Im happier with what i am & what i have.
Friends come and go. At times you tend to neglect your bestest friend over a new friend whom you thought she's the
'' Im-your-friend-whom-you-can-rely-on''
Fuck siak. You know what babe i don't think i need a ''2-faced-backstabber-friend''
I disagreed when ppl strt talking about me hanging around w you,prolly bcos of ur past.
Im already done with it. And know what my forever-bestest-gf will still be Nurul & Waty.
Okay,know wat ? Last mth Dar & Me upgrade to Kr.
Initially we didn't want to sell Emilya mayb bcos it kept too much memories of us since '07.
& now already '09. Fast or whatt.
Then again, sooner or later we have to let Emilya go away which of cos Dar will be extremly upset.
Its for the sake of the new car. Dar changing he's car.
Alhamdulilah we are already stable. Looking at my age earning 1.3k and Dar earning 2.5k, our financial are pretty healthy.
Working life its not easy. All my friends in ITE already graduated. Some manage to go poly,some passed bt still looking for job.
Its not easy nowadays. Just take a look at the Economy. Bad or whaat.
My manager told me about my promotion.
As for now i'll serve as an admin cum accounts. Boss letting me handle accounts bit by bit,after which when im able to cope with it,I'll be promoted to accounts. Then, a new admin will come and take over my position.
Im already so excited about taking my driving license next mth. I feel that ive grown up so fast.
Though im still in my teens years bt mixing with Dar friends makes me m ore matured.
I don't go around 'lepak' with Yp's
I've stopped msn-ing.
In a week time Dar & Me will be celebrating our 2yrs anniversary.
Im still thiking what to buy for Dar. My budget wld be $200?..
But i hope to spend lesser than the budget amt.
One thing, Something is wrong with me.
Afterall the bad memories ive gone thru, part of me still missing Phat.
I'll sneak to log in he's account then i'll get jealous over the girls he contacted.
Gila or whaatt.
Mayb ive misjudge him and taken a wrng move at the wrong time.
He's a nice guy actually.
It was mths back since we last cntct.
Me with my Ego. Dulu i end up the relationship,months later i end up the friendship,Now we're strangers.
I initiate everything. Hais. Mayb its just for our own good. I did it cos i didnt want you to keep on to false hope.
Sometimes i don't believe a single thing you said. Sebab all aloong behind me you're already having flings.
Wth kn. Im quite pissed with it. Me with my Ego again.
I myself were two-ting Dar at that time. Its all over. No more Faddly.
Ive totally forget about the memories just tt i miss him.
Me with my Ego, to us we're stranger. I'll pretend i don't know you if ever one day we'll bump to each other.
Doesnt matter with me alone or with Dar.
1/2hr to go then Home Sweet Home.
Blogger.
♥Lynn♥
Ive made mistakes in my life
Ive let people take advantage of me
And i accepted way less than i deserve
But,ive learned from my bad choices &
Eventhough there are some things i can never
get back and people who will never be sorry,
I'll know better next time and
I wont settle for anything less than i deserve
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