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7:29 PM
Ish aku rimas laah!Lately, ive been noticing the different sight of you. You've been finding little2 faults with me. You shud be grateful that im quite patient with you. I dont hold tt grudges, I took it and threw it away.I had a bad start of the week.Uh-Huh , Monday blues it is. There is a saying " If you had a bad Monday = The rest of the week isnt gonna be good "I have the urge to Mc-Cafe-ed whole of this week. Just to ease my mind.Forget about Starbuck-ing. Its Ex-pensive.I missing tt laki org anak 4 companion. He's pp8 is down for at least 2 days.He is the right person to talk to as we share the same *story line* but in different status.I ever wondered how is life gonna be for me w/o bf ?Does it make so much different to me.Im living day by day mcm robot. Report sana sini. Lived with he's insecurities. Wouldnt it be better if we switch gender. Mmmmm sexxyy .. No periods but only sperm!?Hahaha !
That is really something for me to ponder upon.Let's just put it this way . Kalau ada jodoh ada lah. I know myself im not enjoying my Youth Years. Shouldnt i be enjoying myself with girlfriends around ??Youth Years is the best period to networking.Sneaking behind bf making new friends that is not good. Cause he is simply a jealous-and dominant bf.I had to listen to him. Make friends with he's friends. Follow he's do's & don'ts.I m so squuuueeezzzeeeddddddddddd !Bodoh betol!There is also another thing for me to ponder upon. Why lately he's parents seems so diff . Seems like trying to be soo close with me. Its really not like how i used to know them before where they will ignore me & dont talk to me tt much.& one more thing Mum keep saying about tunang and kawin all those thingRimas Laaa!!!I realized the problem lies within myself. Dont ever think im gonna get myself engaged any sooner or later. All the getting engaged and the marriage talk .Im just so half-hearted.
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♥Lynn♥
Ive made mistakes in my life
Ive let people take advantage of me
And i accepted way less than i deserve
But,ive learned from my bad choices &
Eventhough there are some things i can never
get back and people who will never be sorry,
I'll know better next time and
I wont settle for anything less than i deserve
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