♥ I wrote this love ♥
10:24 PM
Dear Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I did a reflection on myself, I seriously didn’t know what I had got myself into.
A simple truth, A simple mistake causes much misery.
Why must you be such a possessive bf.
Do you know you make me feel sick and tired of you?
Do you know how much I used to love you before your possesive~ness take control over you?
Both my weekends wasn’t as pooh-rific as I thought it would be.
Sunday met the gereks but because of Mr Sun refuse to shine after the engagement ceremony we called it a day with them.
The only thing I enjoyed about my weekends would be the Saturday Lunch @ Swensen & Sunday Dinner @ Pizza Hut.
Apart then that, I did an early preparation of my hairdo for raya.
I got my hair rebounded. But its kinda different from ever year rebounding. This time it I did soft rebounding.
It feels so natural and light. Love it lots.
Next month will be highlighting my hair @ Zhiela B salon.
This I got to post.
Bf found out about me & the laki org.
My mistakes again. I blew all information out. How dumb could I be.
All explanation were spontaneous, I manage to cover little bits of hole here and there.
Though its already the 2nd time .
What have I got myself into?!
Anway it’s a boring-boring day, I msn-ed and guess whose online?
Anoh! Should I be considering him as Ex?
I must say it must been a pretty long time since I saw him online.
Just today I feel like going online. I hadn’t been msn-ed regular close to 2 years.
Saw him online ignore and not long enough he prompt me.
He was like saying …
Him: Dgr nk kawin or tunangg?
Me: Hmmm right..
Him: Tkpe I kn ade.
Me: Sape u? Hmm iyelah cm phm.
Him: Yela I kn siape
Me: U kn my fren
That is something for me to ponder upon. I am not the same alyn he used to know me years back.
Yes true its very difficult to forget about him. To think what I had gone thru with him , I drew a fine line.
Im perfectly over him now and I noticed him like woo-ing me ?
I noticed the way he talk everytime both of us online, he will kept asking about how bf n me doing and him wanting to meet me and he initiate about the missing me thingy.Is that for real or is he putting on an act.
Men of lies. Woman of faith.
Oh ~~~ I was bloghopping to some of my ex classmates blog from Bishan. Ha-ha
That’s the best I can say.
All grown up, those who cant make it thru polytechnic. Have they found a job related to accounts?
I can consider myself lucky, The ‘2nd hand people’, Who don’t have to go through the proper study.
I lost interest in school and work my way to success.
Mcm lah paham.
Im having convo with Nisa B in msn. I am really missing those days.
The ‘gonjols Us’ have notink else in mind except smoking, talking and laughing.
Till one by one starts to perangai and got ourselves kick out of school.
Pandai kan. The only survivor is Dilah.
Yesterday I had convo with one of my ex over the phone.
He confess about wanting me back.
The feelings is no longer there. Being friend would be a better option.
Im still have my own problems to deal with.
Sampai bileeeeee nk game nie.
Bosann lehhh!
Labels : Love you once, Love you twice, Gone
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♥Lynn♥
Ive made mistakes in my life
Ive let people take advantage of me
And i accepted way less than i deserve
But,ive learned from my bad choices &
Eventhough there are some things i can never
get back and people who will never be sorry,
I'll know better next time and
I wont settle for anything less than i deserve
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