Dear Thursday,

I havent been a good gf to bby. I missed my period almost 3weeks and now PMS is over, I need not worry about periods anymore. I feel bad having PMS to take control over my actions. Yupp last weekend bby and i we werent in good terms. We're having the worst heated arguments.

I was overjoyed on Wednesday. I was shaky during my FTT test. I wasnt fully prepare to sit for the test. Somehow people been telling me how hard was the test, I was a little pressurize but I make it through! I passed!

The whole week i have been waiting for ICA reply. Its not easy to be part of them. Duh.. its a goverment sector. I was given another surprise upon checking my inbox after my test. I was selected by ICA to go for a 2nd inteview!!!!!!

Dear Wednesday, Do you how meaningfull you made my day. Excellent!

A close friend whom i thought she wasnt good enough to be called a friend, she gave me a sudden ring back lately. I will just forgive and forget about her past. Its the friendship that really counts. We were all back in good terms again. I hope this time round she would be a much better person. Yes gf i believe in you.

Koko, my cousin soon gonna be riding he's own bike this Saturday. Still cant believe that we're all grown up adults. And me turning 20!? Hahaha must be kidding right. My life has been improving. I have more self confidence. Still bby has always been around through my ups and down. With everyone's blessing . I am what i am now. I am very proud of myself that now i can finally support my mum. Initially i planned to bring her out to holiday but due to some chaotic incidents in KL, we postponed it. But i will make it up to her for a good dinner.

Now that i feel i have taken a step forward to take responsibility and play a part as a daughter. Towards my mum, i will never fail to set aside a sum of amount for her, and towards my dad, i suggested to pay half of the maid's lavy.I understand we were not as wealthy as we used to be. I understand we're not the one big happy family living under one roof anymore. But still the bonding between us family will still be strong.I believed.We're still a family.

The fasting month will be around the corner. I pledge to fulfill my task as an Islam.

I have one greatest achievement to be fulfill. Since i have passed both my test. I will be learning hard for my practical so that i could passed my tp as early as possible. Bby dad has already given me the green light to take over he's car. Then what about them? Nehh they will buy a new car solely under bby's name. The plan was to change their family car has been ongoing since last year but the outstanding to trade in the current car is way too much for a moderate income family to afford. I will at least play a part to take over their car and the carry on the installment and bby's family will be joyed that they could finally change to a new car. I dont mind driving a small car as a beginner. This is another thing that i pledge. Once i passed my tp, i promise to bring mum' out wherever she wished to go. If possible at times i would sent mum,nenek and mkck to work, so they saved alot on taxi fares. On top of that, i will act fair to dad. I will sent him to work or whever he wished to go if i had the time. I want them to feel appreciated to have a daughter like me and i want them to feel that they have done their part to mould me to what i am now. I was a defiant daughter but not anymore , im already all grown up yaaaa..

See ya fellow bloggers.

Much love, Muackss