♥ I wrote this love ♥
2:15 AM
Its shivering cold today.
Its been raining since the past few days.
Fasting month it is.
Office as per usual, Boredom.
I kill time playing PS.
Pet Society in Fb is highly addictive
I didn’t know what to do during lunch time.
Surprisingly, I am able to withstand the urge to smoke.
I manage to control my addiction. Its all in mindset baby.
The most enjoying part was the ‘after break-fast’, smoking session.
The main reason I wanted to post is because of the Dhl courier. Again?
Heh –Heh .. I was a lil heart broken when he told my receptionist that he’s already taken( Dah ade yang punya ).
I was inform he was married. Hmm but my instinct mcm ckp attach or tuning aje.
Is this what its called love at first sight?
The last love at first sight it went wrong!
So wrong.
Hmm… if he is taken, so am i.
Kalau dah jodoh pon tak kemana.
You know what sometime when I come to think about it. Mcm S.S
Now then I know what qualities I looked for in a guy.
Just like the Dhl guy.
Rasa nya tak salah kalau suka dia, itu hak masing-masing.
I don’t really understand what game are we playing.
That Dhl guy always ask about me when im not around.
You know like ‘kirim salam’ ‘ mana lyn?’
Cari mencari, but when he delivered goods, takde ckp ape2 pun.
Im not those typical ‘ perigi cari timba’ type.
Memang seharusnya senyum sahaja.
There is a few mixed up in documents where I have to call him directly with my hp.
Never did I expect he kept my number.
Macam surprised?
Everything starts today.
An unknown number rang my phone in the morning, Still with my pathetic morning tone.
Terkejot kejap, when I got to know it’s the Dhl guy asking for the office fax number.
What I remembered was, the office line was free, and why didn’t he call to the office straight?
Next thing during lunch, I was talking to Haslina when him, the dhl guy called.
Yes I do save he’s number saje2 je. Keje punye pasal that is why dapat num dia.Panicked kejap, stepped out of Haslina office and picked up the call.
Again, tadi office fon, now he’s hp. He makes me question myself ‘why’ dari pagi tadi tawu.
I told him to come after lunch.
Today there is something wrong with the delivery, he was held back in my office for quite sometime.
He gave gesture to me. Tak pernah pernah give me any gestures and don’t even mention about talking, Not even close to it.
The best both of us could do is to smile. Pathetic kan? Malu lah kan.
But why do I kept thiking all of this tak logic!?
Maybe its just truly about work?
I kept stressing myself this is all about work, he got no feelings whatever shit. He did this for work sake.
One thing for sure the first time I saw him , I know im falling for him.
Let it all be my secret.
You know what ponder me the most is,
If its all about work, he shudlnt be saving my number.
Obviously every delivery made there will be a contact person, as in the office number itself.
I like it this way, slow and easy.
Tak kiralah if it means that between us is just a working collegue.
Just one thing I wished to see how he react when he finds out im not working there anymore.
Would he be dead silent and I can forget about having a chance to meet him ever again because I choose not to say anything.
Or Would he be ringing me up, and start the getting to know process?
Entah lah eh.
Could I make a request that he is man enough to ring me up or text me one day and begin the conversation.
What I can see now, both malu2.
Maybe its true, I have to stopped all this feeling. This is all because of work.
Work trapped. Work trapped. Work trapped. Work trapped. Work trapped.
Would I get a chance to let him know without having to say anything that I wish I could marry someone like you.
Blogger.
♥Lynn♥
Ive made mistakes in my life
Ive let people take advantage of me
And i accepted way less than i deserve
But,ive learned from my bad choices &
Eventhough there are some things i can never
get back and people who will never be sorry,
I'll know better next time and
I wont settle for anything less than i deserve
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