♥ I wrote this love ♥
10:09 PM
Dear Wednesday, September 02, 2009
You know I seriously need a career change.
I am not sure you girls would enjoy this kinda working environment.
It may sounds fun lazing & surfing in office.
Ugh! Its no fun to me.
Too much time wasted, there is not much different being in office or at home. Seriously!
And get paid every month and a salary increment after CNY.
Hahah funny.
Surfing the net would be one of my favourite past time.
But since I surf on a daily basis, Its no fun at all!
I channeled my weekends for entertainment.
Ramadan’s already been close to 2 weeks.
What I vowed for to complete the whole month cycle, Mission Impossible.
Can I get the ciggs to be blame? Heh Heh.
I had my 3 consecutive Saturday’s all planed up.
I just have to share this.
Fasting month famously known as the ‘ Holy Month ‘
Yet, why are showing me your unusually toot behaviour???
You know I cant stand it.
You know sometimes I just have to let loose all my anger to put on a smile for you.
I am seriously having great difficulties to cope with your temper.
I miss my S.A.
Its been like days since my S.A came to office.
Am I starting to fall for him?
Could be a starting of infatuation love. Heh
This is a continuation of yesterday entry.
Dear Thursday, September 03, 2009
First of all, I just have to put aside BF, S.A, Life, Etc…
Because I have one very important announcement.
With great efforts I put in to pull through ICA 1st and 2nd Interview.
I made it ! Speak of the devil !
Of cause I am very proud of myself and my capability. Amin.
This is only the start, I am mentally prepared for the worst to happen.
Relationship wont be this easy. I bet you so.
I only hope that bby would be more understanding and stop me from having thoughts to let loose.
Next up, My current company will faced difficulty in a month’s time.
With the shortage of manpower. Haha isn’t this what we all wished. To break-free.
I hope S.A would come and visit me thoroughout my 1 month notice. I doubt so unless sundra told him earlier Im leaving.
Heh. Miss me when imm gone.
God, I seriously hope that bby could accept the fact I got through ICA. Please put him far away from negative thoughts.
No matter how much I suffered and sacrifise for him, I only want him to know that I never love him lesser each day.
Will I be prepared for a career change. Will be bothered about what people would be thiking about working in ICA.
Would I be ready to work shift hour?
…………
Blogger.
♥Lynn♥
Ive made mistakes in my life
Ive let people take advantage of me
And i accepted way less than i deserve
But,ive learned from my bad choices &
Eventhough there are some things i can never
get back and people who will never be sorry,
I'll know better next time and
I wont settle for anything less than i deserve
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