Feb 19.

At this point of time , there is no one would understand how hurt i feel right now.
I had mark the most happiest day of my life on Feb 15 2011 , but it had all crashed on this very day.
Havent i go thru enough to be with Yazid. Life isnt fair for me.
Im just too upset till i couldnt bring myself to shed any more tears.
There is many mistakes in the past which blew the chances away.
I dont understand why is mum torturing my feelings.
It was the most happy moments when he came back to my life.
Only god knows how my heart beats upon hearing from him & the thought of having you around me again send shivers down my spine.
It was a proposal on this very day Feb16, whereby i seen a diffrent side of him.
Only god knows how much i miss him and how much i longed for him.
Im willin to give up my world my everything just to be with you .
Something just keeps coming my way and crushed my feelings till i felt my heart is torn apart.
Im willing to give up my world , Im more than willing to be ur wife and i know youre a someone whom i trust i could be with till death do us apart.
Its difficult to live w/o you fr a year, i dunno how i manage to pull through those hard times.
Just the thought of leaving you forever can make me weep and sob like a baby.
My heart had just crushed into million pieces which i think no one else could fix it except for you.
How much i wanted you to be with me but i just have to gave it away to be a faithful daughter.
I know god is always near to me and will always answer to my prayer.



Sayang, Having you again was the best moments of my life. I never wish to stop loving you.
If was really love i know we'll find a way soon. Ive never doubt your love. I can feel ur sincerity. I am confident in you.
Im willing to go thru this hard times to be with you .
I'll never stop loving you .
If we are not meant to be together , There is one thing i need you to know and understand.
I'll never erase you from my memory . How far you'll be, i'll kept you close to my heart.
Now, then, forever yazid.